Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Haiz i still find it hard to move on.
And today i lied again saying i was fine.
when i know i wasn't.
sme times it's best to maintain a lie rather then to let someone worry about you
Only one person knows how much i feel about her.
I look at her picture every night before i go to sleep
i find it hard to actually sleep at night knowing that i am not talking to her
neither hearing a voice.I guess i find it hard not to say i dun love her yet
I do...but for goodness sake i should just move on.
but I can't.
I dun even know what needs to be done.
of all 600 girls on fb why did i have to fall for her?
Why is it so hard for me to accept it.
I went for a run today.
And i just felt so happy it felt as thou i was running away from everything.
even thou i knew i couldn't last another round .
i just wanted to run non stop.
I really wish march would just come.
I wanna try and save to have enough money to go on a getaway.
dun care what my dad will say.
I am old enough to take care of myself.
so i know what i am doing.Labels: Where do broken hearts go? can't they find their way home.
