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Killme;
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6:41 AM
Haiz..............so little time left till N level!! Feeling so lonely!!! with no 1 by my side accept me !!!
Haizz.............Y do i feel so lonely??? wun't i ever find sme 1 hu wud be by my side ??? Some 1 hu wud chat with me , laugh with me when i make lame jokes or funny jokes??? It's feels so weird ..... I juz feel like running away and starting all over again!!! But i can't !!! Life is such that u juz haf 2 keep searching for wat u 1 !! And during the process u might recive blows that can hurt alot!!!!Blow after blow after blow!! It 's a never ending cycle 4 me!!!Juz so wish that there wud be sme 1 hu wud be with me !!! I wud also wish 2 get confirm so badly!!!As i haf plans 4 wat i nid 2 do frm next year onwards!!!! hw will i ever cope with this ??? Nw i can juz hope that My N level will pass!!!,Confirmation will pass as well as find watever i am looking 4!!!!! or searching 4!!!!
Killme;
on;
6:00 AM
Man ...............I soooooo haven't been blogging lately!! Had a lot of things going on!!! I finally gt the results 2 my confirmation test!!!And guez wat i failed!! i was so damn sad 2 fail my confirmation!! i mean like the intertview with father was onli 1/3 while the remaining 2/3 was attendance and ministry!!!!! And i fufil both the requirements the onli thing i did badly was the interview!! I still thing i shud get confirm!!!As if i were 2 stay back i wud feel a bit weird and all!! So it's like wtf!!!Brandon,bruno and chris gt confirm!! I was like wat the hell!!!! i was so damnnnnn jealous!! as it hurts a lot as i have been in that church doing my cathekism since k1!!!And it's already been 12 years!!
Haiz.....I juz wish that i cud pass!!!There was also a few hu didn't pass!! And they weren't hapi either coz most of them gt 2/3 of the requirement fufilled!!!Boy it stinks a lot!!! 2 me it's like blow after blow!!! Is being given straight to me!!! I failed my maths and science for prelims!! I was like damn i juz need a few more marks that all!!!And i cudn't find any mistake with my marking!!! Sad!!! bt well i guez my i juz haf 2 work harder for my n levels .and i guez i shud also look 4ward 2 cathekism class again next year!! I guez!! Juz hope a chance cud be given like he test us 1 more time!! again this year!!!Will the lord ever give me a chance and all the others hu fail 2 get confirm this year???Well i juz haf 2 pray 2 find out!!!
Killme;
on;
7:23 AM
Well 2 day i felt like bashing up some bastard guy!!!! Y coz that person indirectly place a letter in my bag!!! Well that letter was a freaking certificate for some stupid he created which is u gt first in talking!!!Well never mind the cert but the worst part was at the back he had to right " Can u juz shut up!!!" Wah that moment i reli wanted 2 whack that guy up!!!No guts 2 say right in paper then place in my bag!!U think wat funny ar!!Seriously for wat u did 2 day!! U will pay 4 it till n level starts !!! And if u r reading this babok( Gay) u better take it seriously!!!Seriously i hate people with no guts 2 say straight 2 people face instead muz go 1 round juz 2 say wat he !!! Ain't that being a coward?? Anyway that guy which i am refering 2 is super gay!! It's like he likes 2 touch people at odd places and gossips like a girl !!! U get wat i mean dun't u ! And his attitude is like wtf!! He hapi he tok 2 nicely he nt hapi he won't tok 2 u properly anyhow come and scold!!! Maybe that muz be the reason y he cannot enter a relationship!! Coz he 2 gay liao!! hahahaha!!!!But seriously that guy is gonna get it from me 2morro!! And i relli wanna make him regret for wad he did as i have been putting up with him for a long time now!! So yea!!! Wat i will do 2 him he will regret it!! If he dosen't then 2 bad!!!
Killme;
on;
12:31 AM
Haiz......Had a long week this few days!!!This whole week was like soooooooooooo damn boring!! It's as if time i have stopped and all haf come 2 an end!!!! KK lets strt frm thursday!!! It sux alot that day!!Gotten back my results for english paper!! Well i pass it as usual!! So y i say it suck!!! Coz i went and peeped at me overall results and gt scolding!!!As those marks haven't been double confirm!!!!!!! So yea!!!and When he was scolding me i was laughing!! It's as if i had fun doing those stuff!! Then after that went 2 jeremy's house again 2 bunk for the day!!Boy it was okok!! We ended up having a movie marathon in his house and it was all horror movie!!! And boy was the show boring!! It's like i might as well go 2 sleep more better!!!In the end after watchin 1 show i decided 2 go home early!! Coz damn boring sia!!!!
well yesterday was super boring the whole day .I went 4 mass yesterday!!! then after that was slacking around in church!! With chris and brandon!!!They wasted time juz by standing there doing nth ended up onli few minutes later then decided 2 go have dinner!! Bt chris no money and brandon nt enuf cash!!! Still they go 2 woodgrove then walk walk around!!! The worst part was they was thinking whether 2 go in loy kee or dun go in loy kee!!!then i gt fed up and decided 2 leave!! Coz wasting my time waiting 4 them might as well i go somewhere haf my meal!!So when i reach causeway point brandon smsed me asking where i am he told me 2 wait 4 him as he is coming!! Then i was like wat the fuck!!! They sure take their own sweet time!! In the end ended up playing cat and mouse!! Well later i finally decided 2 wait 4 them at the traffic light !! and they were like u can't wait is it!! I was like u gt company wat so y kao pei so much!!! ( The kao pei so much i was thinking in my head )then ended up waiting 4 the bus there i was seating beside chris!!! so was like listening 2 the music as well as listening 2 chris talking!!!then later chris wanted 2 hear some songx so i lend him my headset 2 listen!!! Then after he send some of the songs !!!he wanted 2 borrow my headset and i was like nope !!! NO cannot!!! Then he was like begging me 2 lend him my headset!! As he dun haf his!! In the end i lended him my headset!!!
Killme;
on;
4:21 PM
Haiz.......Haven't been blogging lately!!!!Been quite bz slacking at my friends house or bz in sch or sleeping!!Well wat can u say prelims is over and there is onli 2 more weeks till n level and 2 more weeks and 9 more days till i get my new handphone!!!WOHOO !!!i so can't wait 4 my new hp as my old hp sucks and the whole phone is a bit sort i currently planning 2 take nokia 5320!!!and it looks kinda nice gonna take it into consideration!!!yesterday i bought my rubiks cube !!!And guez wat it took me 3hours juz 2 figure out the 1st step!!!While nw i am still stressing my head on hw 2 do the rubiks cube!!!!Sure can die !!man my head hurts after doing 3 hours of rubiks cube it's as if i haf become obsessed with it!!!!Well!!! 2 bad !! aND RECENTLY i went 2 watch money no enuf 2 and hancock!!!Cud say nt a bad show!!!!Bt the best 1 is money no enuf 2 as it is a dwn 2 earth story and quite through!!!!Well yea!!!Man i am so tired!!!Yawnx!!!!
Killme;
on;
11:10 PM
Well juz had a small arguement with my mum!!!! Coz i pierced my ear again the second time!! And she wasn't hapi!!!!!!!At all!! Can't see wat is her problem!!! She dun like me pierce then kao pei kao bu oso!! Then on top of that she had 2 say u pierce ur ear wat u can get ??? U gud in this bt nt gud in ur studies!!!! Frm then on i knew she looked down on me!! Coz For the past 3 years i been doing quite well and i've been bringing home bursary!!! 2 me it is quite gud!!!!Bt 2 her it isn't!!!I thought she was hapi that i was doin quite well but noooooo!!!She wasn"t !! She never was!!!!It was all juz an act so that i wun feel bad!!!!I so hate her !!! 2 think i used 2 think she was okay!! bt nw she juz like the other people in my family!!!Either they hate me or they try 2 run my life or smt!!!I hate all this people!!! It's so unfair !!!!!! then my mum was saying that when i pierce i look like gangster!!!So wat !!! y she care so much!!!Whether i become gangster !! if i wanted 2 i wud haf done so in sec 1 itself instead of sec 4!!! And on top of that she hates people hu pierce their ear espically guyz!!!Some of my relatives say i look good with piercing!! Bt she will never accept it!!!!!!! Coz in mum's heart i am always a gangster 2 her for pierching my ear!!!It hurts alot 2 hear those hurtful words coming from my mothers mouth!!!!!!! It hurts!!!!!!!!!Espically after all this years she never say anything!!!Nw she says smt hurtful which hurts a lot!!! It hhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrtttttttttttttttssssssss!!!!!!!! A lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Killme;
on;
6:36 AM
Argh.......I so hate my mum and dad for making me go school today!!!Wasted my time walking around the whole school juz 4 national day!!!On top of that i had 2 where my uniform full set!!!!So i purposely decided 2 wear half uniform ( Pe and long pants!!!) and i went 2 school!! There that stupid armani ( Codename 4 1 of the teacher) and gay(Another codename 4 my second teacher) Force me go 4 speech day!! heng i wear half u!! Then they still force me go!! Later went i went for the speech day thingy i kanna kick out coz muz wear full uniform nt half uniform!!!Then i was like so damn hapi!!!!Then i go look 4 armani!!!then i say i cannot enter!!He paisey paisey started scolding me!!!Say u dun haf the uniform u want me do wat!!! Paisey !! Paisey lah muz kao pei kao bu so much 4 wat!! Damn i felt like whacking his face for making me waste so much time!!!and that stupid gay sure gonna kanna frm me on tuesday!!!Sure gonna disturb me 4 anyhw putting my name on the list!!!
Killme;
on;
6:28 AM
Man haven't been blogging for a few days since my last entry!! Well was bz with sch and exams!!!So far paper is going quite smoothly!!! 2 morro the last day of paper so hapi!! At least can relax peacefully at last!!!! And 2morro paper starts at 10.30am so juz haf 2 be in sch by 10am!! And all will be taken care off!!!Although i hate the timming though coz the paper start quite late if it start at 8am then can go home by 9.30am!!!! More better!!!
2 day i was at jeremy house!!! It's been quite sometime since i been 2 his house!!And boy was it fun staying inside his room!! Playing on the sofa, Blasting Music and more!!! Espically i and a few others were in his room enjoying his stuff!!!And was wishing man hw we wish we had a room like that!!!!It wud be so cool!!! Then we ended up talking about ghost stories!!!And boy were we spooked out!!! And it even brought back a lot of memories like the time when we went kurimun!!!It was quite haunted and all!!!!Brought back tons of memories!!!! And we even played tamiya cars( Racing cars) !! and it was fun!!!! But the best part was blasting music, sitting down 2gether and chatting about ghost stories!!! Espically the part about how to open ur 3rd eye!!!!They say by looking in between ur legs u will see something espically during the hungry ghost festival!! But ended up 2 be something fake!!! and singyi was damn freaked out by zhi rui!! Coz he was hiding under the bed and disturbing her ended up i gave singyi a bottle and she threw underneath the bed ended up hitting zhi rui's eye !! Then henry go sabo saying esmond throw!!! Then zhi rui go and throw the bottle at esmond!!! Heng esmond in good mood if nt sure henry kanna whack!!!! Then later zhi rui apologise to esmond saying he hit wrong person!!!Supposed the bottle hit singyi bt well she ended up getting a scolding!!! Well a beautiful day indeed!!!!
Killme;
on;
5:10 AM
Woke up late 2day!! Was supposed to go to church !! Bt well cudn't coz i overslept!!And there was no one at home 2 wake me up!!!As my dad was at work while my mum in muah somewhere in malaysia!!Well my mum is coming back 2 day!!Hope she buys a lot of tibits and all 4 me 2 eat!!!And i am still so tired yesterday came back reli late !!And i was out frm 3pm to 1am in the morning!!So had a long day!!!yesterday!!!!
Bt well Yesterday was the best i had a fun time at the sst(Singapore Theater) coz i went 2 watch ariel's play!!!And boy was it nice!!Her acting was like damn scary and all!!Quite cool!!!The best part about the play is that "4Legged good" "2 legged bad" Hahahahaha!!!!It was quite funny when they say!! The play was called animal farm!!! It had smt 2 do with animals being treated fairly and all!!!Bt the thing i didn't get was half of the story till marilyn xplained later after the show!!And then i understand!! And my...my....Ariel was damn buzy reciveing gifts and stuff!!!!Bt she managed to talk 2 us!! She was either saying THANK YOU or SAYING SORI!! Well guez she was grateful 2 all of us 4 coming!!!Saying sori bcoz she cudn't accompany us home!!!As she was going with her crew!! Well thats understandable!!! Then after that we all left and everything!!Went 2 Long John silver after that!!! Went there 4 our dinner and francisica wasn't eating at all!! Sad !! It seems she wasn't hungry!! We tried forcing her bt still she nt hungry!! so yea!!! Then we took the mrt 2 go home!!!Then at admiralty i , brandon and francisca got down at the same stop!!!Brandon was supposed 2 send francisca home!!!Bt her mum was there 2 pick her up!!Then we ended up walking 2 triple 8 2 seat and chat and we were like toking abt ghost stories!!!And i was getting freak out by listening 2 the storys at the same time we were waitning for chris!! So yea!! And they ended up walking me home!!!!Bt at least my dad wasn't awake!! If nt he sure scold me 4 being late!! So yea!!!
Killme;
on;
9:37 PM
KILLme
Name:Stiffyboy
Born in :15Feb1992
Age:17
Currently single!!!
Currently studying at Ite Simei!!
Loves: Partying with friends(Depend on hu they are!!!)
Loves playing guitar!!!
Currently learning!!
Love Slacking!!!
Love Sleeping!!!
Love to write Emo poems sometimes !!!!
Love movies that do breakdancing!!!,hip hop and more!!!
Loves my Handphone
My computer!!!
I will die if i dun haf 1 of these!!!
Love god !!! Without him it's different!!!
Loves praise and worship!!! It rox!!
Love alcohol!!! Quite nice!!!
love 2 talk a lot!!!
My wishes
A new Handphone either 5800 or 5730
A laptop
A new bike
Confirmation
Soundbar
A brand new desktop(Custom made by me)
Roller Blades
learn dancing
To dance under the stars and moon(Full Moon)
Get my car license when i turn 18
lots of Money
so many more ....
Music
Karma
My besties/Friends
Jeremy Teo
Esmond
Sam
zhi rui
lina
Lee hong
Noel
Kiam ping
Agnes
Jeremy Ng
jin pei
Amanda teo
Fabian
Stephanie Eric
Kimberly
Gina
Brandon
Bruno
Clarrison
Jessica
Navleen
Eshawary
If i miss out any of u guyz...sori...!!
EXITs
Agnes
Aaron
Brandon
Bao Ying
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Claire
Clarrison
Dolly
Dorothy
Denise
Donald
EMMANUEL SOH
Erica
Esmond
Edlyn
Fabian
Gina
Hidayat
Ivy(Vietnam)
Jessica(Jie)
Jordan
Joey
Johnathan (Ite simei)
Lina
Kim
Kerene
Lennon
Lee Hong
Sarah
Shalini
Sing yi
Marcus
Marilyn
Mariel
Melisa
Nira
Priya
Sasha
Valerie
Wei liang
Wei Loon
XiaoYue
ZieZie
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