Kill me;

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Wow......It's been ages since i even opened up my blog!! Hehehehe!!.....Well can't blame me!! been quite bz!! Even though online!! Bt juz 2 lazy and tired!! I mean sch is like so long and hw to blog!! So sian lor if blog daily!! Nw gt alot of things up my neck!! Monday Ite ess- test!! Fuck rite!! Sian sia!! Then many more!! Nid to improve on my visual basic!! And improve fitness!!! Currently trying to improve it!! By exercising!!Then every thursday gt intensive training!! Sch gym 1st then after that break 2hrs!! ....Then karate class with intensive training!! Haiz....it's gonna be super hard to do all this!! And mr michael hw!!!Argh so much work!! ....and my parents are stressing me alot!! Well they do that by nagging at me !! and i can't take it anymore!! I so wish they understand hw i feel!! bt hw ?? I explain until i fed up!! I so wish i have a punching bag rite nw!! Then i can juz relive those stress and relax!! I can't relax at home coz my home is hell for me!! The onli time which my home isn't hell is when i am sleeping or no 1 nagging at me!! Even though they mean well.....bt they still nid to know i hate being nagged at!!and i so wish they stop treating me like i am 12 years old!! Even though i gt my freedom it feels like my freedom was juz a set up!! I lost 3 years of fun and enjoyment!! and i ain't gonna let it happened again!! Bt wat do they know!! I can't always go out!! coz they scared i do bad stuff!! i mean come on lah!!...if i ever wanted to do bad stufff y wait till nw then do ?? y ??? Y ????? YYYYYYYY??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
!! My life is juz so crappy !! Every thing i do is wrong!! and Restricting me every now and then to stop me from going out isn't fun!! The more i stay at home the more i want to die and do smt bad!! I hate to be a caged bird!!! Let me free!! I want to enjoy myself!! Bt even if u do want to impose a rule on me....jzu dun stop me frm going out to play basketball or meet up with my friends!! Juz put a curvew like 11pm i muz be back or latest by 11.30pm!!! For weekends then for weekdays like 10pm!!! or 10.30 pm!! Bt i doubt it will happen!!! Sian !!.....Life is such.....with a bitter end and frustrating moments!! I am juz lucky that my brothers are there to help me!! ( The Freaks of doom!! ) ahahaha!!.....Oh well gtg nw!! Still gt people to link!! BYE!!!

Killme;

on; 7:41 AM

Friday, April 3, 2009

Hey there folks!!!....Well haven't had time to blog at all or update a single thing was super bz!! Bz having fun!!! Been going out the past 2weeks ....1st week was purely work as in selling stuff door to door sales!! So yea!! Met quite a lot of intersting people espically weird ones as well as all kinds of people so it was quite a gud experience and i lost abt 1kg sia!! So hapi!! ahahahaha!!...and these week been playing basketball!! Man i sux !! Hw badly i suck?? Out of 100 ...3-4 balls will go inside the hoob!! So yea can say i suck!! And jzu like that another week has gone by!! Y is that whenever i am having fun time pass so quickly and y whenever i am studying time is so damn slow!! I so wish i can jzu play basketball everyday and have fun!! next week will be the last week of the holiday!! and i dun even feel like going !!....Ooo...y am i saying that ...the last week haven't come bt feels like sch is abt to strt!! so yea!! and yesterday i was so damn hapi!! I finally talk to her!! on msn!! Bt she didn't tok much!! maybe she was afraid of me or smt!! Hu noes!! so wish i have her number rite nw!!then i can msg her!! bt well faith is always playing a game with our lifes!! Lets see wat it has in store for me!! as for nw i am gonna go take a nice rest!! and i m nt sure when the next update will be so yea!!
Oooo....By the way SAM if u happened to pass by this block!!

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY SAM!!

Killme;

on; 7:12 AM

KILLme

Name:Stiffyboy
Born in :15Feb1992
Age:17
Currently single!!!
Currently studying at Ite Simei!!
Loves: Partying with friends(Depend on hu they are!!!)
Loves playing guitar!!!
Currently learning!!
Love Slacking!!!
Love Sleeping!!!
Love to write Emo poems sometimes !!!!
Love movies that do breakdancing!!!,hip hop and more!!!
Loves my Handphone
My computer!!!
I will die if i dun haf 1 of these!!!
Love god !!! Without him it's different!!!
Loves praise and worship!!! It rox!!
Love alcohol!!! Quite nice!!!
love 2 talk a lot!!!

My wishes

A new Handphone either 5800 or 5730
A laptop
A new bike
Confirmation
Soundbar
A brand new desktop(Custom made by me)
Roller Blades
learn dancing
To dance under the stars and moon(Full Moon)
Get my car license when i turn 18
lots of Money
so many more ....

Music

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Karma

Plurk.com

My besties/Friends

Jeremy Teo
Esmond
Sam
zhi rui
lina
Lee hong
Noel
Kiam ping
Agnes
Jeremy Ng
jin pei
Amanda teo
Fabian
Stephanie Eric
Kimberly
Gina
Brandon
Bruno
Clarrison
Jessica
Navleen
Eshawary
If i miss out any of u guyz...sori...!!

EXITs

Agnes
Aaron
Brandon
Bao Ying
BRIDGE LEADER CCA BLOG
Claire
Clarrison
Dolly
Dorothy
Denise
Donald
EMMANUEL SOH
Erica
Esmond
Edlyn
Fabian
Gina
Hidayat
Ivy(Vietnam)
Jessica(Jie)
Jordan
Joey
Johnathan (Ite simei)
Lina
Kim
Kerene
Lennon
Lee Hong
Sarah
Shalini
Sing yi
Marcus
Marilyn
Mariel
Melisa
Nira
Priya
Sasha
Valerie
Wei liang
Wei Loon
XiaoYue
ZieZie

RELISHED

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