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Killme;
on;
4:43 AM
Man......I am getting so stressed!!! For the 1st time in 4 years i finally opened up my books to do revision and the 1st book i opened was maths!!! My N levels are coming and i want to do well so i can get into the course i want!!! but on top of that i have a church confirmation test interview with the father!!! and the onli way to get confirm is to pass the interview !!! Y??? Coz due 2 the fact that over the past few years people have been getting confirm and they dun noe their faith!!! thats quite sad!!! Imagine you spent 10 years or less and throughout the time u didn't learn anything wouldn't that be sad!!! But well let's just hope that i can pass my Confirmation which is this month !!! and yesterday was quite an experience!! Y??? Coz yesterday we had a bible craze or trivia!!! And my group won!! Wohoo but the sad thing was i didn't know most of the answers when they ask the question!!! and throughout the whole time i was juz keeping quiet!!! Although i do regret my actions!!! Well it's okay coz next week there will be 1 more round which all the secondary level in church could compete against each other!!! Lets hope my team can win this and go to the next round if there is a next round which i am not sure!!!
and today was a pleasant but tiring day!! as i had to wake up early!!!Y?? coz i had to go for my ministry attacthment!!! Which is library!!! and over the pass few years the librarians have been slacking throughout and not much work was done!!! and finally this year when we started the library have been slowly proggressing!! But the saddest thing is that next week would be the end of my attachment!! Although i can still stay on as i have been helping out!! over the past few years!!!But i would like to focuse more on my studies!! as saying goes...as the day passes time grows shorter !!! But most likely i will still stay on at least i still get to help out in church!!! My chuch life is fun!!! Yea!!!!!!!!!!
Killme;
on;
5:33 AM
Wow....I am surprise i have been busy lately!!! Doing a bit of revision this few dadys!!! So had no time to blog!!! And man i hate school espically my Mother tounge(mt) teacher!!! Stupid lady!!! She had to make speak say some story in tamil !!! and guez wat it suck!!!As i can't speak tamil!!! Argh!!!! and that teacher refused to let me sleep !!! She stinks!!!All she does is speak tamil and she dun understand english!!! So hard to communicate!!!! She sucks!!!
Another thing was that lesson is getting boring everyday bt it is okay!!! As school time gets shorter by the day and now onli monday i reach home by 4pm.while on wednesday is 3pm!!! And i hate wednesday as i have mother tounge remedial!! Yesterday i was supposed to go but Who would want to stay in school until 2pm!! When their school finish at 11.45pm????It's stinks !!!! I rather go for Maths or science remedial!!! hehehehe!!! At least the teacher make the lesson more interesting!!!!
Today i did my maths revision!!! And i realised that my algebra thingy was getting worse as i have forgotten how to do those algebra equations !!!!bt instead i am getting better at trigonometry!!! yikes!!! I am gonna die if i dun buck up!!!
And i also updated my friendster and boy it looks nice!!! Although it was sad to remove the old background and contents in it !! but well make way for the the new things !!! That come your way!!!
Killme;
on;
11:55 PM
Hmm....it's been 2 days since my last blog!!!! Was so tired the past few days as i have been going to school and my school is damn long it last till like 2.30pm at least and it sucks !!! Espically when it is pastoral care(pc) period it sucks!!! Damn boring like hell!!!Well yea u get the point!!!Bt 2 day wasn't that bad !!! Bt it still sucks as the lesson was boring!!!! Ended up getting sleepy instead!!!!Hmm.....english was worse my english teacher gave me some english test paper and boy it was hard!!!! Espically some form feeling!!! Doing that can get heart attack !!! Bt at least he meant well!!!!Bt the best was after school !!! When we went to noel's house!!! Boy for some reason esmond and henry were a bit scared!!! and it was quite weird at 1st bt then they say that the grandma will take a knife and chase after us If she sees the 2 of them !!! While the aunt is a black belt!!! Weird though!!!! Hmm......so where is the fun part??? Well it was when i and henry went to the other side of the staircase!!!! and we were trying to see if the old lady was there!!!! And yes she was !!! She was picking up cardboard!!! so at the stairs !!! I went and make some weird sound and the old lady freak out !!! I ran the moment i make that sound!!!Then henry run as he also gt scared!!! We ended up laughing all the way and it was damn funny!!!! after that the old lady left!!!! and we gave our present and all!!!!! actually we didn't really give instead we just open the window and put the present on the table!!! and left!!! Weird day but nice!!!!
Killme;
on;
1:10 AM
Today i had a nice bbq at my friends place!!! It was nice !!! Espically their otah otah and chicken wings!!! It was delicious!!! Too bad though i couldn't stay to help clean up!!! as i had to be home by 10.45pm!!! and it sucks a lot !!! Lately my dad has been keeping tabs on me after that night when i came home at 2-3am!!!! I mean just because i was late once dosen't mean he has to keep tabs on me!!!I ain't a small boy !!! I am 16 years old!!! But he just don't get it!!! Sometimes he just scolds me for no reason!!!But other than that he is quite good!!!! But how do i talk to him???? It's so hard to talk to him!!! !!! Today i tried inviting him and my mum to the recidents corner(rc) bbq!!!! But he didn't want to come!!!! I felt sad though !!!! when he said no!!! well what to do he dosen't want to come!!! can't force him!!!!and now he is angry cost i left the house early !!! and it was 6pm!!! The bbq started at 6.15!!!! so in what way did i do wrong!!!!! Is it so fun to scold me and be angry with me ???? Is it ??? Is it?? Sometimes i just feel like he likes to scold me !!! and start trouble!!!! Will it ever end?????It sucks sometimes!!! Well maybe when i wake up the next morning everything would be all right!!! I just hope everything would go smoothly 2morrow!!!!!
Killme;
on;
7:37 AM
Finally!!!......after how many days since i blog!! ....hmm......Let me think about it!!! maybe 2 -3 days!!! Well i wasn't free to blog as i was doing something else!!!Over the pass few days i have been sufering thanks to my ulcer on my lips boy it hurt!!!! well it still hurt now !! and it haven't heal yet!!!Man the holidays are going to be over soon!!!! and it sucks!!! cost went school reopens my exams are gonna start which is my prelim then n level!!!! it's sure is gonna be stressfull!!! once school reopens!!!! but what i really want is maybe after my n level exam i can go overseas to study instead and get a degree so that i can come back to singapore to relax!! but sad though cost i have to come back when i am 18 years old for my national service(ns) and it suxks a lot!!!but look on the bright side at least when you come out from ns u would be strong,muscular and fit!!! wouldn't that be great!!! and on the sad side is that u would miss 2 years of fun !!!sadness!!!!! Haiz........when sch reopens will i ever enjoy my life like i used to???? or will i not enjoy my life?????
Killme;
on;
6:44 AM
Wohoo......So damn HAPPY...... our haunted house work !!! and boy oh boy it was damn scary!!! The kids and the adults were damn scared !!!Lol!!!!...Some even wanted to act cool relax!!!!.....There was 1 group who got freak out when they saw me doing spasm/fits and they were damn scared espically when they tried to walk past me!!!haha!!!!....to bad they couldn't see me!!!....another was that while i was doing my spasm thingy i got kicked on my mouth and on my leg!!!!!!! n Belive me it hurt a lot!!!!!!!!!! Soon there people there were either freaking out or relax....espically this group of girls with 1 guy!!! The girls was like trying to run back in to the haunted house and out to the entrance but then she refused to go out that we had to scare her till she exits !!!! another group was like they weren't scared and all !!! instead they were pulling my nose !!! man it hurt!!!!! Later when they were at the door i went and pinch their cheeks and ran away!!!hahaha!!! I was there laughing !!!! And the most funnyiest part that there was a boy with his group of friends!!! damn funny!!! his friends all relax but accept 1 boy he jumping like a monkey and screaming he was damn scared !!! and he even got freaked out when i grabbed his leg!!!hahaha!!!! I wonder how he ever survived the remaining room!!!! and all the way was scaring people till around 5pm!!!!! Then had to stop everything!!!! The most heart pain thing was tearing down the decorations which took at least 5 days to place and then had to remove it !! and it was done in like about 1 hour and boy we were tired!!!!!so we went and sleep but some was awake!!!! we stayed there till around 8-9pm and we had to carry all the plywood down damn heavy and 1 of the plywood sharp thingy went through my skin it hurt but later it was okay!!! Then had dinner at loy kee!!! There even more funnier had a friend who was damn funny kept making jokes and we were like laughing non stop!!!hahahaha!!! Well the day was good and all well's ends well!!!!
Killme;
on;
8:11 AM
wohoo.......finally i get to blog again!!!.....it's been 2 days since i last blog about what's happening lately!!!! I have been so tired and have been reaching home late this 2 days!!!!The deco for the haunted house is going very smoothly..we managed to finish most of it and now we are left with the deco for the remaning.....and this two days that we have was quite fun also but in the process some of the deco came down thnks to some of the guy who were playing baseball and all but at least the deco could still be fixed.
Yesterday was the best as we managed to do a lot yesterday and we were so tired that we decided to just sit in 1 of the corner and chris had to off the light causing everyone to freak out and get scared...it was a quite fun experience and in the dark we were all slacking for a while i , brandon,chris,claire,dave and kim. kim was sitting on the table and there were two chairs beside her and chris had to scare by saying what is that beside you!!!! hahaha !!! and she scream like what sia!!! ended up everyone was on the floor either lying down or sitting down and it was like damn funny when they get scared and all !!! The best part was that no one wanted to on the light cost all either lazy or scared so chris said later 8.30pm then on the light and kim was like no!!! no!!! but in the end still 8.30pm then on the lights!!!! then we continued our deco and stuff so we are actually finishing the decoration and all....but yesterday we had to go off early as were quite tired as we have been working our ass of this project.......but today i wun't be going as my dad dosen' let me go .....he seems to be unhappy with me and all.....but later i still will go to help out with the deco but i will attend the tridium mass first then help out with the decoration and all!!!!! then maybe we will see how everything goes!!! I pray that everything goes well!!!!
Killme;
on;
9:28 PM
Man today we started doing up the next room for our haunted house and we finished the second room earlier then expexted....wohooo!!!!......so we decided to do up the third room man we only managed to do up the windows in the third room and after that we were either slacking or doing something but well we also did had some fun we gave the two rooms a test run and boy it was fun you should see and heard the way nana scream wah damn loud !!!!! oh my gosh my ear can burst but who cares it was damn fun scaring people in the dark!!!! and josephina she damn poor thing cost jared when and kick her head by accident thinking that it was marcus!!! and was damn funny !!! I was laughing all the way they tried to scare me but i just couldn't stop laughing cost they couldn't make me scared instead i was giving them a pat on their shoulder saying good one!!!! the best one was wehn jared got like so damn scared and all wohoo damn funny !!! but there was one point of time i got freaked out when i saw the guy statue wearing a cheongsan man i got damn scared and frank was hiding behing there but to bad when we were shining our handphone light thingy i managed to spot him so there were a bit of spoiler another funny part was when gabrielle nearly fall down and sean's wig came off and the wig was flying all over the place boy it was funny ....oh ya there was one point of time went i wanted to scare jared i accidentally punch him!!! hope he is all right!!!!but well all is well ends well ......hmm......i wonder if the third room have been done up yet cost went i left the place the room was halfway done!!! so yea we will see tomorrow!!! lets hope the remaining decorations that needs to be put up can be put up by tommorow!!!!!!!!!
Killme;
on;
7:42 AM
Hmm......Well today was quite fun...... I was busy in church helping out in the feast day!!!! We are having our very first haunted house and i was so damn happy.... Well at first i felt damn bored for like one hour cause my usual group wasn't there and i was like so lonely.....but then i thought to myself why should i feel left out??? so decided to go with the flow soon everything was taking place on it's own. I was having fun enjoying myself scaring the daylights out of my friends and a few of the stuff gt damaged but well everything turn out well I was able to fix it back together with the other guys and we managed to finish up one of the rooms. We started at arounf 1.30 pm and finish at around 8.30 pm......we were like lost for the 1st few hours as we didn't knowwhat to do but soon thanks to the servers everything was done..it was as if they knew what to do!!!! and we were like " man had the servers not come we wouldm't have finish the decoration by now" so we were like yea!!!then we played around we were all hiding in the centre surrounded by stuff that was blocking our way and man it was dark even frank was like camofloughing in the dark and was like 'oh my god" "oh my god' where are they going come from???" we were like panicking but soon we started laughing when frank slided through the table and bump his head and there he was lying down and we were laughing like mad!!! soon we decided to stop playing and like pack up everything as we had plans for the night!!!so yea!!! A fun time indeed
Killme;
on;
7:21 AM
What is friends??? Do friends go around badmouting one another ??? Or do they consider your feelings ??? Day and Night i keep thinking how lucky i was to have friends whom i could trust Bt little did i know that behind my back my own friend who call himself my brother badmouted me to other people!!! What did i do to deserve this ??? When he was down down i was there for him and when he felt left out i was there to keep him company?? Why did he do this to me ??? I thought i could trust him but he had to say bad things about me that hurt a lot!! he told my friend that i was irritating , bigmouth and all !! I felt hurt that very night I started thinking why didn't he just tell it to me straight instead of badmouting me behind my back!!! He knows that i would rather prefer him telling me straight to my face at least it could change a lot instead of badmouthing me behind!!! other than that he was doing the same thing to all my other friends !! How could he do that to them!! i was so pissed off I went and confronted him asking him why he did that !! He acted blur !! that was what got me even more pissed off !!! he kept asking and i decided to give him a hint but he still couldn't get it !! I got so pissed that i scolded him and said this " WHY DON'T YOU GET IT I HAVE BEEN REPEATING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN DON'T YOU GET WHAT I AM TRYING TO TELL U !!! AND MUST EVERYTHING BE SPOONFED TO YOU EVEN IF I PUT SHIT IN YOUR FACE YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND " i told that to him straight !!! i couldn't take it anymore for that moment i blew it. For the couple of minutes i sat in my room thinking about what i just said and how he would feel!! But my anger just got the better of me !! The next thing that guy had to do was to call me on my phone. I picked it up and talked there he was crying on the phone asking what he had done wrong i didn't have the mood to talk so told him to call my friend there we talked and he was asking and asking what he had done so i decided to tell him on the phone calmly what he had done wrong and there he was begging for a chance asking us to give a day to change his attitude and undo what has been done but how can a person change his attitude in a day??? there was no way he could have done it and i seriously didn't belive that he could do it the trust in him that i had was gone and never again will i ever trust him the only thing i could say was " LET ME THINK ABOUT IT !!! I WILL CALL YOU WHEN I HAVE DECIDED" and so he hang up the phone and so did i and my friend.I sat in my room again once more and thought about whether i have to give him a chance or not !!! Soon i decided he dosen't deserve the chance !!! If he really was serious he would have proven it well till now i don't know whether i should give him a chance or not as i haven't seen a single change in him nor have i see him till the day he comes straight into my face to confront me for the answer .........the answer that he seeks shall stay with me and nevertheless will i ever forget what he did to me and my friends!!!!
Killme;
on;
9:40 AM
KILLme
Name:Stiffyboy
Born in :15Feb1992
Age:17
Currently single!!!
Currently studying at Ite Simei!!
Loves: Partying with friends(Depend on hu they are!!!)
Loves playing guitar!!!
Currently learning!!
Love Slacking!!!
Love Sleeping!!!
Love to write Emo poems sometimes !!!!
Love movies that do breakdancing!!!,hip hop and more!!!
Loves my Handphone
My computer!!!
I will die if i dun haf 1 of these!!!
Love god !!! Without him it's different!!!
Loves praise and worship!!! It rox!!
Love alcohol!!! Quite nice!!!
love 2 talk a lot!!!
My wishes
A new Handphone either 5800 or 5730
A laptop
A new bike
Confirmation
Soundbar
A brand new desktop(Custom made by me)
Roller Blades
learn dancing
To dance under the stars and moon(Full Moon)
Get my car license when i turn 18
lots of Money
so many more ....
Music
Karma
My besties/Friends
Jeremy Teo
Esmond
Sam
zhi rui
lina
Lee hong
Noel
Kiam ping
Agnes
Jeremy Ng
jin pei
Amanda teo
Fabian
Stephanie Eric
Kimberly
Gina
Brandon
Bruno
Clarrison
Jessica
Navleen
Eshawary
If i miss out any of u guyz...sori...!!
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Aaron
Brandon
Bao Ying
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Claire
Clarrison
Dolly
Dorothy
Denise
Donald
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Erica
Esmond
Edlyn
Fabian
Gina
Hidayat
Ivy(Vietnam)
Jessica(Jie)
Jordan
Joey
Johnathan (Ite simei)
Lina
Kim
Kerene
Lennon
Lee Hong
Sarah
Shalini
Sing yi
Marcus
Marilyn
Mariel
Melisa
Nira
Priya
Sasha
Valerie
Wei liang
Wei Loon
XiaoYue
ZieZie
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