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Monday, January 30, 2012


My heart burns and cries all day and night
I am having sleepless nights.
Putting up a strong front it's really hard.
Lies,Deception stop trying to make me feel better
I dun need your pity.

I tried letting my tears roll down
but nothing ever came out.
The only thing that came out was sadness inside of me.
Never Have I been so torn in my years of courting/Relationship.
I guess that's how much u meant to me.
If only Telling the truth was as easy as lie-ing life would be so much better.
I may have tons of friends who are there all the time.
but I dun think my friends can help me.
all they can do is advise and cheer me up.
the main person is me i have to move on.

But i can't accept the fact that i like u this much.
The signs weren't clear.
she isn't my type.
but i still felt for her.
why oh why did god put me thru this?
what did i do to deserve this?

God if only you could see this letter of pain
my heart is feeling. if only u can heal me
but no one can.
I feel a change in me but i dun wanna embraced it.
She changed me a little.
I never thought love would be so painful.
Somehow i wish she was mine... even thought we ain't meant to be
she made her choice i have to accept it.

MY DEAR FRIENDS IF U SEE THIS.
Esp the 2 I WISH U GUYS ALL THE BEST.
I may take sometime but i will be all right.

It's time to move on .. but i find it hard.
lieing to everyone telling them i am okay is the best way to make them feel relived.
Not wanting to burden them The best way is just to lie to them. :)
My dear friends i am sorry for lieing to u aite! :)

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KILLme

Name:Stiffyboy
Born in :15Feb1992
Age:17
Currently single!!!
Currently studying at Ite Simei!!
Loves: Partying with friends(Depend on hu they are!!!)
Loves playing guitar!!!
Currently learning!!
Love Slacking!!!
Love Sleeping!!!
Love to write Emo poems sometimes !!!!
Love movies that do breakdancing!!!,hip hop and more!!!
Loves my Handphone
My computer!!!
I will die if i dun haf 1 of these!!!
Love god !!! Without him it's different!!!
Loves praise and worship!!! It rox!!
Love alcohol!!! Quite nice!!!
love 2 talk a lot!!!



My wishes

A new Handphone either 5800 or 5730
A laptop
A new bike
Confirmation
Soundbar
A brand new desktop(Custom made by me)
Roller Blades
learn dancing
To dance under the stars and moon(Full Moon)
Get my car license when i turn 18
lots of Money
so many more ....


Music


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Karma

My besties/Friends

Jeremy Teo
Esmond
Sam
zhi rui
lina
Lee hong
Noel
Kiam ping
Agnes
Jeremy Ng
jin pei
Amanda teo
Fabian
Stephanie Eric
Kimberly
Gina
Brandon
Bruno
Clarrison
Jessica
Navleen
Eshawary
If i miss out any of u guyz...sori...!!




EXITs

Agnes
 Aaron
 Brandon
 Bao Ying
 BRIDGE LEADER CCA BLOG
 Claire
 Clarrison
 Dolly
 Dorothy
 Denise
 Donald
 EMMANUEL SOH
 Erica
 Esmond
 Edlyn
 Fabian
 Gina
 Hidayat
 Ivy(Vietnam)
 Jessica(Jie)
 Jordan
 Joey
 Johnathan (Ite simei)
 Lina
 Kim
 Kerene
 Lennon
 Lee Hong
 Sarah
 Shalini
 Sing yi
 Marcus
 Marilyn
 Mariel
 Melisa
 Nira
 Priya
 Sasha
 Valerie
 Wei liang
 Wei Loon
 XiaoYue
 ZieZie
RELISHED

June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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March 2009
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May 2009
June 2009
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September 2009
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