Friday, December 30, 2011
Its the new year and i am gonna be spending it alone! :(
Life sucks!! i dun have the courage to tell her i love her
its coz u been hurts one to many times in order to know what it's like to see the one u like disappear from u and ur life.
right now thought off u are going thru ur head
and i let u slip by! knowing u a crush wud in the end turn into love..and then when it's all wrong u get all heartbroken! How i wish you would just see me! realizing u belong to me rather then other guys would just be the best Christmas present and a good way to start new year!! i ain't gonna tell u on new year!! like all other guys hu try their luck with their girl do! coz i dun wanna get rejected and have a awkward moment when i see u! ... either way i am gonna tell u and get it out of my system ! but still ... i dun knw this time how it would be like!!! I have thousands of friends!! each one i can turn to knowing them all wud be thr ! bt whats the point. everyone will just tell u deserve a better girl they dun knw ur word..blah blah blah...
Right now i kind wish u stumble upon this blog.... and u will knw how much i like you.
I do and i know i can treat u better then any guy!
i will be thr if u let me even thou u see me as a close friend i know we could be more then tht
i just knw!
But for now maybe i shall let u slip? stay happy my love!!
