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Tuesday, April 5, 2011


My heart feels so heavy!!
I dun know if what i did was right or wrong?
Was following my heart wrong?
was making my decision wrong? I really dun know!!
all i had in mind was just to study!! I realised that while i was working !!
Life was boring and miserable when i was working .
each laughter i had wasn't me being happy bt juz something to hide tht boredom and frustration i have at work.
I took the 1st step. but no one was happy with my decision.
my relatives,my mum and my dad!
Honestly after taking the decision i felt fucked up and so lost!!
is it really wrong of me to follow my heart? everyone was unhappy
i felt so alone at tht moment!! everyone scolded me!!
my aunt was the worst she scolded me left . right center!! it hurt so bad!! The words used poke me like a needle. each words used woke me up alot!! why was ns so important? why did they want me to go in ns and study there? Honestly i dun really know why they want me to sign on in the army. i dun wanna do that!
bt they wanted me to...so i juz applied for the application. let them feel happy. then my mum asked me why i didn't want to sign on thts i went to study? i said no i wanna sign on and study!!! then she asked why  i wanted to sign on!! i told her coz it was because of the money!!

but now whenever i see my aunt and uncle i find it hard to face them.i feel as thou i have done something wrong!! my parents at time i find it hard to face them also!...haiz..so much of complications i feel so alone!!
right now i'm all on my own!! it's so hard!! :((((((((((((((((((((

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KILLme

Name:Stiffyboy
Born in :15Feb1992
Age:17
Currently single!!!
Currently studying at Ite Simei!!
Loves: Partying with friends(Depend on hu they are!!!)
Loves playing guitar!!!
Currently learning!!
Love Slacking!!!
Love Sleeping!!!
Love to write Emo poems sometimes !!!!
Love movies that do breakdancing!!!,hip hop and more!!!
Loves my Handphone
My computer!!!
I will die if i dun haf 1 of these!!!
Love god !!! Without him it's different!!!
Loves praise and worship!!! It rox!!
Love alcohol!!! Quite nice!!!
love 2 talk a lot!!!



My wishes

A new Handphone either 5800 or 5730
A laptop
A new bike
Confirmation
Soundbar
A brand new desktop(Custom made by me)
Roller Blades
learn dancing
To dance under the stars and moon(Full Moon)
Get my car license when i turn 18
lots of Money
so many more ....


Music


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Karma

My besties/Friends

Jeremy Teo
Esmond
Sam
zhi rui
lina
Lee hong
Noel
Kiam ping
Agnes
Jeremy Ng
jin pei
Amanda teo
Fabian
Stephanie Eric
Kimberly
Gina
Brandon
Bruno
Clarrison
Jessica
Navleen
Eshawary
If i miss out any of u guyz...sori...!!




EXITs

Agnes
 Aaron
 Brandon
 Bao Ying
 BRIDGE LEADER CCA BLOG
 Claire
 Clarrison
 Dolly
 Dorothy
 Denise
 Donald
 EMMANUEL SOH
 Erica
 Esmond
 Edlyn
 Fabian
 Gina
 Hidayat
 Ivy(Vietnam)
 Jessica(Jie)
 Jordan
 Joey
 Johnathan (Ite simei)
 Lina
 Kim
 Kerene
 Lennon
 Lee Hong
 Sarah
 Shalini
 Sing yi
 Marcus
 Marilyn
 Mariel
 Melisa
 Nira
 Priya
 Sasha
 Valerie
 Wei liang
 Wei Loon
 XiaoYue
 ZieZie
RELISHED

June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009


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