Saturday, November 20, 2010
Haiz....she flew away...
Y didn't i hold u tight ?..
I so want u badly..that i am tempted to go beat the fella up for no reason..
wtf..finding problem with him wun't do any good at all...at the end of the day u will still go back to him..
so no point...maybe wishes never existed after all..
I try not to believe bt some how i juz wanna believe that wishes exist..
bt tht wish which was so important to me.....never came true...
I juz want you all to myself..everynight.. i leave my laptop on waiting for you..and juz looking at ur photos for at least 15min...
even before i go to sleep i still look at ur photo then sleep...
U run in my mind all the time..bt i can' t do anything....i tried keeping my mind occupied bt then still u come into my head and that cute little smile you have melts my head..juz talking to you for few mins is enuf to keep me happy for the whole week..U mean so much to me..bt i dun't mean anything to you... I really love you and i find it hard not to think of you and talk to you......bt then nw u are so bz with him that u forgot me already( or maybe u haven't!! )..... i dun knw.....i feel so mood out again.....oh well...lets go back to listening to sad songs again....