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Friday, July 3, 2009

So today woke up ard 10+....quite earli sia.....was waiting for Esmond to call!! Told him yesterday to call me when he go dwn fragrant.....then i cme dwn at the same time...then he didn't call...so decided to use com....watch smallville....i haf finally reached Season 7 and 11 more episodes...b4 the season 7 finish!!....so watched smallville till 3pm then took shower ate lunch...then go fragrant.....went there...played poker...then ball....for a while...then went vista point buy stuff...on the way had to help others buy drinks....so many orders sia....i was like wah....cnot memorise liao...went to shop was like super duper blur......-_-!! lmao.....Then bought stuff.....treat joey to free drink....and i didn't knw i used eyeliner....ahahahahaaaa.....joey kept saying i use eyeliner....lolx.....nvm......so after that played poker again...then ball till like 8++....on the way injured Esmond,Zhi Rui and Donald!! Sori guyz for the injury.....Esmond and Donald was the worst....I am reli sori...didn't mean to injured u guyz....so after that had to run to Triple8 help with the provision and stuff.....then later went hme like ard 1o.10pm....showered...then dad was nagging coz 2mrw the tv guyz cming 2 set up the other 2 tvs...then i asked if they cn help me adjust mine on the wall...coz was 2 near the window....Then he said i haf to pay them..so i said u help me pay 1st ...i pay u nxt week....then he started nagging....ok fine....maybe it's my own problem....then aft that he moved on 2 electricity.....Fuck lah...hated that moment...for sme reason...it seems i haf 2 pay for the electricity that i used...i was like ...for wat?? He replied....goverment charging 7% gst....then i gt the point...he wanted me to pay for the aircon and computer electricity...i was like....it isn't fair lor!! I am 17 ...i dun haf a job other then that newspaper job....that givs me onli $130 a month....$50 goes 2 my handphone bills...then balance is mine ...then if i pay for the extra charges wat am i left with?? I get onli $5 a day...which seriously can't last me......wtf lah....wat happened to kinship and everything??? Is money reli that important??? Y muz money be so important!! I try 2 stay out late till midnight bt u dun let me...coz u want me hme by 10pm...and u dun expect me 2 sleep straight away....i am noctornal okay....and nite time is the time where all my friends are online...and i cn chat with them...Y wun u understand that??? haiz.....i reli wish u were rich dad....bt reality is the opposite...i rest my case....juz toking abt it makes me feel...sad....and frustrated....is there a way to salvage this situation??Or shud i juz give up fighting?

Labels: Kinship and justice is gone is there a way to salvage this situation?? or shud i juz give up fighting??

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